CONTROL?

Today B and I had the chance to go tubing down the Weber River.  The weather was perfect. The water was cool.

I'm not sure what I expected.  I was prepared with my trusty heavy duty tube, dry suit, sunglasses and even a pvc 'stick' to help me paddle (if that's what you want to call it) or push away from potential hazards like rocks or the shoreline.  I was set. 

Ask me how that worked.  Ummm, not like you would think, or how I would have liked.  

Basically, once you're on the water in your trusty tube, floating down the river, you have no control.  None.  It might look like you do.  And occasionally you might 'begin' to think you have control of the situation.  But it's all an illusion.

You basically go where the current wants to take you.  If it wants to take you into the trees by the shore, that is where you're going to go.  If it's headed to a rock in the middle of the river, that is where you're going to go too.  But you do have your trust pvc 'stick' to push yourself away from the rock.  Unless, of course, you're going backwards.  Which you are at least half of the time. 

No control.

Which is a great lesson for someone who likes control (which may or may not be me) and thinks life can be controlled. 

We all think our lives can be controlled and manipulated.  We do have the power of choice.  For good or bad.  But if a generous, loving Father in Heaven wants to give you experiences to help you grow,  you have no control.  

If I want to go to school to learn all about Horticulture, I have that choice.  I can even apply for jobs in my chosen field.  But if a loving Father in Heaven doesn't want me to have a job, in said chosen field, because he knows of something better, I have no control.  None.

Something magic happens when you realize you have no control.  You hang on. Trust the Lord. And enjoy the ride. Knowing He will get you through.  

Yes, you have to do your best to avoid the hazards that come your way,(and lift your bum over said hazards) but most of all you have to trust the one in charge of your trip down the river.  And find some joy along the way.  The views can be stunning.  The water invigorating.  And the company, that rides with you, are the best!